time opens

august thinking:

this summer has been about time 

and even healing,

relationships,

some work

but mostly time.

for the first time in 30 40 50 years i have time to schedule in

 my own way

 i have purchased a few things that delight me 

 i have made some things that delight me

 i have worked out new ways of thinking

new processes

 used up old papers 

and 

prepped pulp for some new papers

i have observed how strong the moon is

when you really pay attention

and let her do her magic.

 i have been delighted by small things

like a peep through a barn

and i have rested.

i have eschewed all appointments 

and seen my doctor

and dentist

and learned to work with this aging but still vital body.

but mostly i have had

mornings when i wake with joy.

and evenings that promise

rest.